Blue Skies

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I'm that girl that fell in love... Throws it all away when things seem too real and when she realizes what she had it's too fucking late... I don't want to open up and let anyone in.. Every time I just think back to the days when skies weren't grey like they were before then and how they are now.

Gave me color to my sight.

Gave me meaning to scents.

Gave me feeling when I was numb.

Taught me love and what loving is...

Gave me positivity to my negative ridden life.

Now I'll have to learn all on my own and that kills me.

I don't want to say goodbye but it seems like my best option.

I won't come back from this.

If I have to say goodbye you don't know what I'll do to stay away.

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